What It’s Really Like to Get a Yoni Massage in Sydney — A Woman’s True Story

We’ve been together for two years, living under the same roof for half a year.

Then why… why is it so hard for you to even touch me when I want you to?

Today’s our two-year anniversary. I’d been looking forward to tonight since the moment I woke up—

thinking about how you’d treat me, hoping it’d be something special.

I picked out a dress, spritzed on perfume, even booked your favorite dessert place, just to make you smile.

Before you left for work, you gave me a quick hug.

“I’ll pick you up after work tonight, okay? Happy anniversary.”

I believed you. I really did. I thought tonight would be different.

During dinner, you smiled a little, said I had good taste picking the restaurant, that the dessert was just your thing.

I got so happy I felt a bit nervous.

I couldn’t help but say, “Do you remember our first date in the Bondi beach? You held my hand the entire walk.”

You chuckled, “Wow… you really do have a good memory.”

Then you looked down, picking up your phone to snap a photo of the crème brûlée.

When we got home, I changed into a silk nightdress, fresh from the shower and scented, even blow-dried my hair just right.

I sat on the edge of the bed, waiting for you.

You hugged me again, quickly:

“Babe, I’m tired. Got an early day tomorrow… Can we raincheck?”

I nodded. I didn’t dare say anything more.

You fell asleep in minutes.

Lying there next to you with my eyes closed, one thought kept echoing in my mind:

“Am I really that unattractive?”

All I wanted…

was to be held—without having to ask first. (1/10)

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Those first six months we were together —

you were intense to the point of being overwhelming.

I still remember the first time I went to your place.

You said, “Just come up and chill. Promise I won’t try anything.”

And I believed you.

But the moment your gaze turned heated,

when your fingertips brushed against my waist,

I couldn’t help but whisper, “Don’t…” —

even though deep down, I was waiting for you to pounce.

Back then, you always knew where to touch me.

You’d nibble on my ear, and when I said “no” —

you’d just hold me even tighter.

You used to say what you loved most about me

was how I’d play hard to get, all tough on the outside but melting inside,

how I’d giggle and squirm from being tickled, crying and still telling you I loved your stupid face.

But now?

After moving in together… it’s like you became someone else.

You got promoted.

You started working late.

And when you came home, you’d collapse straight onto the couch.

I still ran my fingers along your neck, slid my hand up your inner thigh…

But you stopped reacting.

You’d give me a soft hug and mutter,

“Not tonight, babe. I’m tired.”

So I stopped asking.

I stopped reaching out.

Because every time I tried, I was met with rejection.

And each rejection…

chipped away at a little more of my confidence. (2/10)

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One night, staring at your back,

I asked myself:

“If you really don’t feel anything for me anymore… why won’t you just say it?”

And then, I answered myself:

“Maybe you still love me. You just… don’t want to love my body.”

But I’m still a person — with needs, with desires.

I’m not asking for some big romance, or wild fantasies.

All I wanted…

was a warm pair of arms wrapped around me,

a gentle word whispered in my ear,

a kiss so deep it took my breath away.

I don’t even remember when it started,

but I found myself searching things like “relaxation,” “healing,” “cuddle services”…

One link led to another —

until I landed on a webpage that read:

“You don’t have to explain everything. As long as your heart knows… you want to be treated with care.”

I didn’t book anything that night.

I just bookmarked the page and turned off my phone.

But that night, I had a dream.

In it, someone leaned in close and whispered:

“You’re not unattractive. You just haven’t met someone yet… who knows how to hold you like a treasure.”

When I woke up the next morning,

I knew —

I had to give myself that chance. (3/10)

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After I made the booking, I couldn’t stop feeling a little nervous.

Not scared — it’s hard to explain. It was this mix of anticipation and worry.

Yes, I wanted to be touched.

To be held.

To be treated with tenderness.

But… what if the person turned out to be some forty-something uncle with a sweaty, hairy body and a rough voice?

I couldn’t help imagining it —

sticky skin, body odor, coarse hands, loud breathing…

The more I pictured it, the more I wanted to cancel everything.

Then came that night.

I stood at the door.

He opened it.

Tanned skin, clean short hair.

Fit, but not in an intimidating way.

A light grey T-shirt that hugged his body just enough.

And a smile — simple, clean, with a warmth I didn’t expect.

Pop.

A small bubble burst inside me.

I let out a quiet breath of relief.

“Thank god… he’s cute.”

I sat in the room, and even before we started, I already felt a part of me relaxing.

He didn’t waste time with awkward small talk.

Just handed me a towel and pointed to the bathroom.

When I came out, he asked me to lie down on the bed.

He turned on a soft, warm diffuser light.

“Let’s start with your hands, alright?”

He knelt beside the bed, gently cradled my hand in his palms.

At first, I was tense — stiff like a plank.

But his hands were warm, his grip just right.

His thumbs circled the center of my palm, again and again,

like he was searching for something locked deep inside.

Gradually, my fingers relaxed.

Then my arm.

Then… my whole body.

In that moment, I began to realize —

this wasn’t just a massage.

It was something more.

A silent, intentional attempt

to understand every part of how my body responds. (4/10)

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After finishing with my hands,

he didn’t rush to move on.

Instead, his fingers gently traced the inside of my arm —

light, soft… like feathers gliding across my skin.

I shivered instinctively.

Not because it tickled —

but because I felt… seen. Cared for.

He was really paying attention

to how every inch of my skin responded.

Not just going through the motions,

but patiently testing, observing, adjusting —

as if he were asking my body,

“Are you ready?”

Then, he moved to my shoulders.

I’d thought I was just tired.

But the moment his hands landed on me,

I realized how tightly I’d been holding myself together.

Muscles stiff, neck and shoulders knotted for weeks —

even my breathing had become shallow.

He didn’t say a word.

Just held my shoulders in his palms,

pressing slowly, rhythmically,

soft and firm, like waves folding into sand.

I couldn’t help it — I let out a soft moan.

Not the kind tied to lust,

but the kind that escapes when someone finally touches you

the right way.

As he moved down my back,

I completely surrendered.

Lying face down on the massage table,

eyes staring at the carpet,

the scent of essential oil in my nose,

the only sound being the quiet glide of his fingers moving through oil.

Each stroke —

gentle, steady, unhurried.

It felt like he wasn’t just touching my body.

He was soothing parts of me

that had grown too numb to even ache.

His hands were safe.

There was no intrusion, no pressure.

And yet somehow…

they reached deep — into my body, my emotions, my soul. (5/10)

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His hands glided down from my back to my waist.

He gently adjusted the towel and asked softly,

“Is it okay if I help loosen the front?”

I nodded.

My voice was so small, I couldn’t tell myself

if it was nerves… or anticipation.

The towel was pulled aside with care.

Cool air brushed against my bare skin —

so light, yet strangely electrifying.

Then his hands traced up along my ribs,

so slowly,

it felt like he was having a conversation with my body,

asking it gently,

“Will you let me in?”

His fingertips passed over my sternum,

along the base of my breasts,

then settled into the tightness beneath them —

never once touching my nipples.

But even without that,

my whole body began to warm,

my breathing went uneven.

It felt like something inside me was being stirred awake —

restless, needy.

Every soft upward stroke

felt like it was prying open emotions

that had been pressed down over my chest for far too long.

And I couldn’t understand it myself —

how could a pair of hands,

so calm, so patient,

make me want to cry…

and to be held even closer?

When he gently cupped the underside of my breasts,

my body jolted.

Not from fear —

but from sensitivity. From surprise.

I still responded.

I was still capable of being aroused

by a touch so tender.

My body began to heat up.

Sweat gathered at the base of my neck.

My heartbeat was so loud, I could hear it.

For a moment,

I wanted to turn around and pull him into my arms —

but I didn’t dare.

I just bit my lip

and let myself drift

in this half-dazed, half-drunk haze of sensation. (6/10)

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He didn’t stop.

Instead, he slowly pushed my breasts outward,

then let his fingers glide down along my ribcage —

as if tracing a gentle path

that swept right through the most sensitive curve of my abdomen.

I couldn’t even remember the last time

someone touched me with this much focus —

not for a goal, not out of urgency,

but simply because

he saw me as someone who deserved to be treated with care.

His palms were warm,

moving in slow circles around my navel,

then his fingertips brushed along both sides of my pelvis —

places I never paid attention to,

not even when I showered.

But tonight,

those forgotten spots suddenly felt like the ones

I most longed to be touched.

Then he paused at my lower abdomen.

He didn’t go further.

And that pause —

that moment of restraint —

tightened something deep inside me.

Like a rainfall that teased with a few drops,

then stopped.

It made me ache even more.

My legs parted slightly, naturally.

No one told me to do it.

But my body was already beginning

to welcome what was coming.

His hands slid downward again,

tracing around the outside of my thighs

before lightly brushing up the inside.

That warmth,

that near-touch to the most sensitive place —

it sent a jolt through me.

I gasped, softly, involuntarily.

A whisper slipped from my lips:

“Mm…”

I felt like cotton —

melting, unraveling,

softened in his hands.

Maybe it was just in my head,

but I started to feel a strange, overwhelming urge —

to be completely taken,

completely opened up.

And still,

he didn’t rush, didn’t push.

Every touch felt like a question:

“Are you ready?”

And with each question,

he gently, patiently guided me…

a little further forward. (7/10)

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His fingers moved slowly, inch by inch,

tracing the inside of my thighs —

as if testing the boundary of my body,

though deep down,

I had already crossed that line long ago.

I was just waiting for someone

brave enough to step across it.

My breathing grew uneven.

Not gasping —

but a quiet, trembling kind of breath,

as if even the air was shaking inside me.

My ears burned,

and a craving — one that felt almost too intimate to name —

rose in my mind like a forbidden thought.

His palm rested on my hip bone,

completely still —

but so warm it felt like it might melt through me.

“You can trust me,”

he said softly.

His voice was calm, steady,

but in that moment,

I felt completely seen.

Like he’d read straight through my walls.

Then finally,

his fingers slid lower —

and even through the thin layer of fabric,

his touch brushed my most sensitive spot.

Just once.

So light.

But so electric

I instinctively arched my back.

I didn’t make a sound,

but my entire body

had already surrendered to his rhythm.

I wasn’t thinking with my mind anymore —

I was feeling

with my skin,

my nerves,

my heart.

Every touch

was slow, deliberate,

but impossibly precise —

like note after note

of a melody composed

just for me alone to understand.

I felt myself

melting under his hands.

Even the emotions I’d buried for so long

started rising to the surface.

Not tears,

but something deeper —

a feeling of being truly understood,

truly released.

And when he finally removed

that last barrier from my body,

there was no more fear,

no more hesitation.

All I wanted

was to stay in his hands

and experience, fully,

what it means to be loved,

to be cherished,

to be touched —

as a whole, complete woman.

(8/10)

I don’t know exactly what he did,

but it felt like my body suddenly exploded.

Waves of heat surged through me,

layer after layer —

like a thousand butterflies had taken flight inside me,

flapping wildly,

or like a hidden river that finally burst its dam,

rushing out with unstoppable force.

I had no control.

My muscles trembled and contracted on their own,

my thighs clamped tight,

my fingers curled in,

and my heart raced

like a war drum pounding in my ears —

each beat pushing me higher and higher

until, in one silent instant,

everything shattered.

Not with a scream,

but like I was breaking open from the inside —

an eruption,

like fireworks, like a flood,

like galaxies colliding.

All the pressure,

the exhaustion,

the hurt,

the loneliness —

they all surged to the ceiling,

and then scattered.

That release…

was a kind of purification.

I hadn’t felt something so real in a long time.

In that moment,

I wasn’t someone suppressing my needs,

biting down my desires.

I was a body finally held,

finally understood,

finally awakened.

And he…

he didn’t say anything.

He just stayed by me quietly,

let me go through it all.

But I knew —

I was safe.

Completely.

Like after walking through a storm,

I could finally lay myself bare,

and rest in the sunlight.

(9/10)

I lay there on the bed,

my heart still racing.

Each breath felt like it wasn’t enough,

but my body was no longer tense.

It was like every muscle had melted,

drained of strength,

leaving behind nothing but the bare, honest me —

even my soul laid bare.

I don’t know why,

but tears suddenly welled up.

Not because I was sad —

but because it had been so long

since I’d truly let go,

since someone had treated me

with this kind of care, this kind of gentleness.

No demands.

No judgment.

No rush.

Just… held me.

Letting me breathe.

Letting me be vulnerable.

He didn’t leave right away.

He stayed, kneeling beside me,

gently holding me close.

His fingers moved in slow circles on my back,

matching the rhythm of my breath —

steady, warm, real.

I rested my head on his shoulder.

I didn’t want to move,

didn’t want to speak.

I just wanted to feel this moment,

this quiet safety —

the kind that comes when someone finally catches you,

when you’ve been falling for far too long.

I don’t know what comes next.

But I know that tonight,

I found myself again.

(10/10)

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